today is a day just like any other;intolerable and tedious with no meaning and no point.
i wish i could just be, instead of ought to be, to shut the rest of the world off and live in my own little psychodelic fantasy where trees can talk and cat's bark instead of meow and where humans don't exist.
if only...........then my life would be that just little bit more worth living. at the moment i feel like giving it to the next person who asks for it. i wish kayliegh were here instead of me, at least she was actually doing something with hers and she deserved to live, if i could of given it to her i would of but i can't. so i'm going to let it rot in protest and when the smell becomes too bad i'm going to throw it away and demand another.