ramblings of me

In response to:me

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 13:52:10 +0200

Selina
We all have periods of feeling blue - but perhaps writing your blog mirrors something very positive about you - that you are reaching out and expressing yourself.
Good luck.
Caity

In response to:me

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 19:31:10 +0200

Selina,

"LIFE SUCKS AND IS UTTERLY AND TOTALLY POINTLESS ergo nothing you do will ever have a point or purpose therfore there is no point in trying."

This is disturbing Selina, we all have our ups and downs, good days and bad. But believe me the only person who can change your life is you. The only person who can affect your experience of life is you. No one else can do it for you. you are responsible for your happiness. If you are not happy now, do things in your life that are different. Belive me it can be done. When I was Seventeen I had cancer. Now I'm 33 and married, but my wife has MS. I would not change anything in my past. And I am a VERY happy individual.

I guess what I am trying to say is if you look for a bad day you will find it, if you look for a good day it will find you.

Take care

In response to:choices

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 15:40:06 +0200

wow ambermoon, such depth for someone so young. I wish I was in your situation, life was much simpler then. You sound like you need a break eg, travelling! don't make any hasty decisions about university etc, just travel experience and be. Enjoy your youth - it goes by too quickly. Yes it is an ugly world out there we're so sheltered when we're at school. School doesn't prepare us for the shocking reality of life. But there are wonderful things to experience and you've only just begun. At least you're not in my miserable situation and you have a good head on your shoulders. Stay positive and smile :). xx venom